I often find myself questioning who I am and whether I have any real control over my life.
I am not religious, I do not believe in God.
I am however now a great believer in Astrology. Yesterday I went online (yes whilst at work) and got a free Natal Chart report. Now I wasn't aware that this existed before hand and I'm still not 100% sure that I fully understand, I think a little further investigation is most definitely needed, however for the time being I can tell you as much as this; I am a 15% freaked out 15% overwhelmed and 70% inspired.
My Natal Chart tells me my Sun Sign is Cancer and My Moon Sign is Aries and then it tells me another 16 pages of uncanny and close to the mark stuff about who I am and what I will do in life and why.
If I wasn't thoroughly convinced in spirituality before then I am now.
There were of course some things that I disagreed with, however, debating is apparently in my nature, I'm also apparently moody and terrible with money. I loathe to admit this, but, spot on.

I'm also fairly easily led and so realise, that I have to look at this objectively and realistically. Yes it could be that I am willing the words to befit my life and yes perhaps anybody could read what they wanted into what is said, but I choose to believe that there is something there.
This gives me hope, this gives me a chance to work with, as opposed to against who I am.
A chance to know why I make the decisions I do, that the choices I make are right for me and even if there is nothing in it then at least to feel some sort of security is better than nothing?